A month ago I created a blog about the first feeding First
Step Children’s Minstry had in San Jose. So while I was publishing that blog, I
lost internet connection, refreshed the page and forgot to save my blog. So
yeah, I deleted all my emotions back then. Lol
It’s been a while since nung last na nagblog ako at talagang
marami ng nangyari sakin. I’m just so blessed dahil ngayon na naisipan ko ulit
magblog, my status with God is soooo good!!!
Yep! Just today was a very blessed day. I was able to
worship the Lord through songs and listening to His words. Nadagdagan pa ng
preaching ni Pastor Bong ng CCF na pinanood naming kina Ate Aileen while
baking. I’m just so happy and amazed kung gaano ako kamahal ni Lord. He won’t
really let me go astray.
Sa pinagdaan ko for the past weeks sa work, struggle ko with
difficult people and being wronged, naubos talaga ang pasensya ko na
nakalimutan ko na Kristyano pala ako. Naguumapaw ang inis sa heart ko na curse
ang lumalabas sa bibig ko imbes na blessings. But the Lord doesn’t want me to
remain that way for long. He dealt with me which I am so thankful. Kase kung
hindi and I lived my life that way, I won’t experience this peace and
overflowing joy in heart.
Still, I have no material things to be proud of. Zero
balance and account ko and I still have few amounts to settle. But I have no
worries, I am right in front of the Lord and that’s what matters to me. Just
like Daniel, when he was accessed sa work and his personal life, no fault was
found in him. Ofcourse, I am not exactly Daniel, but I will get accessed, I
have nothing to be ashamed of.
There are rumors that rapture will be on the 21st
of Dec. I do not believe that because no one knows but the Father when he will
erase the Earth. If that would be true, I have neither worries nor fear, I’m a
little bit excited because I will be home with my Creator.
Though there are still people around me that are hard to
deal with and not honest, meaning pasikat lang. I no longer care. I am so
thankful that the Lord helped me to focus only to Him. As he said that nothing
in this Earth matters but the things done only for Him. They may be people even
inside the church which are men pleaser, I won’t be like them. Because my
reward comes from the Lord only, at ayoko na makuha ko yun sa kapwa ko tao
lamang na makasalanan din.
As I mature (kase 25 na ko 18th), I appreciate more the meaning
of Christmas and what I should be thankful for. I appreciate more what the Lord
Jesus has done in my life and how he turned it around. I am more hopeful of
things to come and the fulfillment of His promises. I am more expectant now,
more excited of what will be the next chapter of my life as I enter the
adulthood :-D
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