Just trust Him!

Just last month I wrote about what happened to me at work. So I decided to look for a job in Manila and I stayed there for two days; guess what happened to me with that two days of applying? I didn't get hired!

Kahit isang final interview wala akong inabot. Syempre super dissapointed ako nun. I was aking God why. Super pagod ako nun dahil sa init. Ang weird nga eh, last na BPO ko ay Telus. TA told me that I was already accepted and the tech support TL will just call me for final interview then contract signing will follow. The day ended na wala akong natatanggap na tawag. Super dissapointed, to the highest level.

Pero si Lord talaga ay sovereign. The next day, tinawagan ako ng TA ng Teletech. May written exam daw ako for Telstra TMail. Nakapasa naman ako at nagsign ulit ng contract. This time eh natuloy naman ang training. You see, hindi ko na pala kelangan na lumayo at icompromise ang church, coz once again, the Lord has a better plan for me. Napunta pa ko sa non-voice at Aussie account pa din. I've been in training for four weeks na. May 7 former HP din akong kasama. Kaso hindi naman masaya sa training...

Kase...

Super saya kami! Hay, as in. Makalipas ang isang linggo ng pangangapa sa ugali ng ibang trainees, akala mo ang tagal na namin magkakakilala. Sa naging training ko sa Dell at HP, sapat lang. Pero syempre masaya ang HP Chrysalis Wave 10, andun kaya si Kid Rock, incomparable din yun. Ngayon sa TMail, madaming baliw, kasama na ang trainer namin, haha! Hindi kami Wave 14, kami ang mga studyante ng APCU, AlphaPhiChupapi University.

Dito sa training na to nasaid ang dangal ko, ubos talaga. HIndi pwedeng humindi sa performance. To the highest level ang presentation. Naging Sadako at Jlogs na ko. Masaya, super saya talaga. Every night, I always thank the Lord sa lahat ng tawa na nailabas ko sa maghapon, hindi mo mabibilang. Lagi talaga akong blessed sa lahat ng team na napupuntahan ko, laging mababait ang mga ka wave ko.

Madami din akong natututunan sa bawat isa sa kanila. Sa bawat kwento ng buhay nila, iba ibang personalidad, iba iba din ang pananaw. Feeling ko nadadagdagan ang IQ ko dahil sa kanila.

Bukod sa blessing sa work, madami pang blessings ang binigay sakin ni Lord...

This first quarter of 2012 is a total opposite of the last quarter of 2011. My heart is overflowing with joy, with so much joy. Mas close na ko kay Lord ngayon :) So happy talaga. Parang inlove lang, haha! But indeed I am inlove, I am inlove with Him. It's true that the more you spend time reading His Word and spend time in prayer, the more you will know Him and His will.

I've committed this year to be more committed sa task na binigay nya sakin, to the ministry that He entrusted to me. Sa childrens at ang magiging outreach ko. How I wish pwede akong bumalik ng Iruhin, kaso parang malabo. I've committed to be more equipped this time. To be always prepared in sharing the Good News.

Thank you Lord sa napakagandang schedule ng training. After training, I have time to get some rest before meditating Your Word. I have time to meet nanay and dadi sa cubao and my other friends na nasa Manila. Makakapag trek na ulit ako during rest days. At higit sa lahat, lagi na kong makakapag church sa IHPCC at makakaattend ng mga trainings na kelangan ko para sa outreach at Sunday School.

Sa ngayon, ano pa bang mahihiling ko? (bukod sa lovelife, hehe) Masaya naman talaga ako. Blessed ako sa kaibigan, ang dami nila. Ang hirap imaintain, haha! Maraming tao na nakapaligid sakin ang nag iincourage. Blessed din ako sa pamilya ko, lahat ng needs namin laging provided ni Lord. Masaya sa work at sa church.

I pray Lord that this peace and the joy that I have in my heart right now will not be stolen. I pray Lord that your Light will shine more through me, and that people around me may see You in my life. I pray Lord that I can also share this peace and joy that I have to those who are gloomy and have no hope. And most importantly, I pray Lord that I will be consistent in seeking You everyday of my life.

I love You Lord! These words and written in my heart :)

♪♪♪And if I should reach the end of my labor, I will pray to stay in Your grace and Your favor. For there is nothing to compare, the joy of serving you my God, with the Joy of being in Your presence Lord... ♪♪♪ - To Serve You Forever