I want him dead first ^_^

September 7, 2009 free2shout copied from Friendster

I watched UP last week and also yesterday. You know what breaks my heart when I’m watching this movie? Its when Ellie died and Carl was left behind. I can’t imagine the pain of Carl when his loving wife passed away. With no child to take care of you. You’ll wake up in the morning without someone by your side. You’ll eat your breakfast alone, and the chair beside you is also empty. You will just stare at the pictures of your unforgetable memories with your wife/husband. Hay…what a sad feeling

It just came to my mind that when I already have a partner, I want him to die first, haha. Morbid? Nope, I just dont want him to experience the pain of loosing someone dear to you. Siguro, I can bear the pain, but for my husband, nope, I dont want him to experience that. I havent met him but I love him already ^_^…

Anyways, yeah, just like what I said in facebook, I’m inlike right now. But still fighting this feeling. Yoko nito, masaya ang may love life but not right now. Obvious ba na iniiwasan ko sya? Haha, di naman masyado, magaling ako dyan eh. Masaya ang dalaga, sobrang free, wag lang magiinarte ang kuya mo, haha! Lam ko naman na love lang nya ko, pero naman! Vente Uno na ako, nag tratrabaho na ko para sa sarili ko at alam ko na ang tama at mali. I can take care of myself already! Enways, I still like it, I can feel that they still care for me and still their bunso ^_^

Next Sunday, Ministry Highlight! Yeah! Dream come true, haha! Lead Vocalist ako, Ikit ang drummer, haidz ang bassist, geline ang guitarist, jam ang keyboardist, beth back up, ehgay, tadami and jason and mag tatambourine, so excited! We will go to Canyon Cave on the 21st, so excited too! Syempre bonding with the “Mongo” … You know naman na isa sila sa nakakapag paligaya sa akin ng lubusan, isama pa ang makukulit din na CORE leaders, sana nga makasama si deybed at ja-mes. sana pati ikaw kuya Stiv, grabe, dami ko na ding namimiss sa tropa, eto na ba talaga ang pag babago? Remember guys, we made a promise, tropa forever, magka bf/gf, asawa at apo man, solid pa din tayo, love you guys.

Ano pa ba? Eto super duper blessed sa work, ikaw na ayaw sa sales, naging high flier? Grabe, galing talaga ni Lord, minsan talagang hindi ko macontain yung greatness Nya at yung faithfulness nya sakin. Alam mo yun, kahit wala naman akong material things na hawak, di ko alam pero feeling ko sobrang content na ko. Wala pa sa kamay ko pero alam kong ibingai na sa akin ni Lord. Hay…been like this for 2 months already and want to be like this forever.

I’m just crazy inlove with Him ^_^