OffShore

again... writing a story... that hopefully I can finish this time. what makes me do it again? dahil sa sucker punch. according to the bida, "you can create whatever character you have in your mind in your dreams". Korek! I can make someone super rich, super pretty, and super meron lahat ng bagay. I can make stories that is too much for a fairy tale. why not? its my story, its my character, its my dream, its my imagination...

my charlie has been opened since 9 in the morning watching secret garden. and will be open until 1o to finish at least the first chapter of my story.

writing the things that i hope to happen in my life... places where i hope i can be...

writing while raining...so inspiring :)

great pretender

it's not that i'm trying to be self righteous, i know ive done wrong things in the past too. but the difference between us is that i made effort to make things right. i didnt know that you are such a coward... in so many ways.

what happened in the past, that i can understand. but now? c'mon my friend! are you still in adolescent stage!?!

with what happened, i know things will never be the same again, we are putting walls between us. mahirap na din siguro makipag kwentuhan sayo. we are such a hypocrite.

kung nasa posisyon lang ako, i'll reveal everything... too bad walang gossip girl sa pilipinas para ibuking ka.

i guess you two really deserves each other. or you're just becoming like her. you're a great pretender too!

ganun lang yun? so selfish... di mo man lang inisip ang nararamdaman ng iba.

i hope what you've done will be revealed... let's see if they will do the same as before and decide fairly...

drive drive drive...watever!

malala na daw ako, puro push back daw, wala ng drive...yeah, maybe your right.

lately sa work, nakakatamad lagi, pagkaswipe ko ng id ko I feel like I want to go home already. wow! its like my last days in etel. i dont know, there are so many things that i want to do and i dont know which i want first.

gusto ko bumalik sa school, gusto ko magturo, gusto ko mag abroad, gusto ko magbusiness, gusto ko mag resign, ang dami!!!! di ko alam kung anong uunahin ko.

pero sa ngayon, i need to stay sa teletech for few more months to prepare sa aking pag aabroad. hopefully talaga makaalis this year. nabobored na ko sa pag cacalls. maybe things will be different kung hindi nawala si arianne. wala naman maka chismisan sa avail time. hay... how much i miss the chrysalis time.

basta ngayon hindi masaya sa work...wala lang akong choice eh, july pa ang passport ko.

pero sa bahay, always masaya, kahit kapagod mag alaga ng mga makukulit na pamangkin. hay... discouraged tuloy akong mag asawa, haha! sarap pa din ang dalaga. malungkot nga lang kapag may occasions, especially valentines hehe.

i know everything will be okay.... in His right time....

patience tina...patience...

2 steps forward...

prayer and passport... just the beginning of my long time desire to work abroad :)

His favor was there on the first step and will still be there up to the final step.

for now... just have to wait and the most important one... trust the unseen.

i dont feel like im working, like everyday nasa tagaytay naman ako.

kung hindi lang sa responsibility sa bahay, i'll be content with what I have right now...

I've never dreamt of being so super rich, i just want a simple life, a life devoted to Him.

2 years...that will be enough... to save for the future plans and to fulfill my simpleng pangarap...

i can really see myself as a missionary or serving full time in the future, i want that to happen and i have to prepare my self.

im so excited for the things that God has planned for me., soo excited :)

Korea!!!

kelan kaya??? kelan kita makakapiling...araw araw naiisip kita.
korea...sana naman. Lord, pwede ba?

my heart has planned so many things already, but its still you who will lead my way...

hindi ko na itatype...ipag pe pray ko na lang bukas sa picnic groove.

so far... i'm enjoying my life :)

and for the nth time., hindi na nga ako yut leader.
so wag na akong isali sa program or meeting...

masaya na ko sa childrens... dun ko na lang ibubuhos lahat.

malapit na nga ba talaga ang judgment day mo? hindi ko na siguro kelangan kumilos kung ganun... si Lord na ata ang bahala sayo.

so don't try to win me back... hindi ako ganun kadaling utuin, kase kilala na kita.

at para sayo KR, pasensya ka na...

hindi naman talaga ako suplada, malabo lang ang mata, pasensya na.

hay... i'm so excited :) I know there will be more to come!

Korea Korea Korea!!!! sa ngayon ikaw ang pangarap ko :)